Major depression....

I'm in my room, laying on mybed with tears rolling down my face.SobssT_T
Saya mempunyai simptom-simptom major depression harini, dimana i am feeling sad,unhappy,miserable,anger,frustrated tapi nasib baik takde suicidal ideation (:
Sedih kan bila kita buat baik kat someone dengan sanggggattt IKHLAS tanpa harap paper balasan tapi dia anggap kita harapkan balasan. T_T
'i alwez try to make and keep you happy.but it never worked'  :(
i told myself, i dun wana cry anymore (oke tarik nafas dalam-dalam Jaty. Smile ((: )

Tears are the words from heart that can't b spoken T_T

* I know sometimes we fuss and fight, i know sometimes things don't go right, i know sometimes i frustrated u and i know sometimes u get me mad but today it's really hurts me like hell !